CONTROLLING

PEOPLE

How to Recognize
Understand, and Deal
with People Who
Try to Control You

Other Books by Patricia Evans

Teen Torment

The Verbally Abusive Relationship

Verbal Abuse Survivors Speak Out

CONTROLLING

PEOPLE

How to Recognize, Understand,
and Deal with People Who
Try to Contol You

PATRICIA EVANS

Author of The Verbally Abusive Relationship

Adams Media

Avon, Massachusetts

Copyright ©2002, Patricia Evans.

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Evans, Patricia

Controlling people : how to recognize, understand, and deal with people who try to control you / by Patricia Evans

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Includes bibliographical references (p. ) and index.

ISBN 1-58062-569-X

1. Control (Psychology) 2. Manipulative behavior.

3. Anger. 4. Interpersonal relations. I. Title

BF632.5 .E92             2001

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“Enter In” on page xi reprinted with permission of Melissa McIntosh Brown.

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

INTRODUCTION

PART

I

CHAPTER

I

Sense and Nonsense

CHAPTER

II

The Problem

CHAPTER

III

Intentions

CHAPTER

IV

Beside Yourself

CHAPTER

V

The “Self” We Are Sometimes “Beside”

CHAPTER

VI

Disconnection: Training, Trying, and Trauma

CHAPTER

VII

Built Backwards

CHAPTER

VIII

Pretending and Its Impact

CHAPTER

IX

Pervasive Disconnection

CHAPTER

X

Backwards Approaches

CHAPTER

XI

Backwards Connections

CHAPTER

XII

The Teddy Illusion

CHAPTER

XIII

The Spell

CHAPTER

XIV

The Control Connection

CHAPTER

XV

The Controller and the Witness

PART

II

CHAPTER

XVI

Plugged In and Powerless

CHAPTER

XVII

Signs of Separateness

CHAPTER

XVIII

The Controller’s Identity Dilemma

CHAPTER

XIX

Fear

CHAPTER

XX

Control Tactics

CHAPTER

XXI

Confabulation

PART

III

CHAPTER

XXII

Other “Close” Connections

CHAPTER

XXIII

One Mind and the Conformity Connection

CHAPTER

XXIV

Control: Perpetuated and Institutionalized

PART

IV

CHAPTER

XXV

The Compelling Force

CHAPTER

XXVI

True Connection

CHAPTER

XXVII

The Strangest Paradox

CHAPTER

XXVIII

Breaking the Spell

CHAPTER

XXIX

Clarity

CHAPTER

XXX

Aligned with the Compelling Force

AFTERWORD

BIBLIOGRAPHY

SURVEY

ENDNOTES

Acknowledgments

This book would have never come to fruition without the support and encouragement of many thousands of people who shared their pain, insights, and experiences with me in order that we might know more. Thank you all.

I am especially grateful to my editors—Jennifer Lantagne, whose graceful diligence greatly assisted me in refining the manuscript’s rough edges, and Claire Gerus for seeing this book through to publication. Thanks to my publisher, Adams Media Corporation, Bob Adams and staff for your faith in me. Thanks also to my agent, Helen McGrath, always available and supportive.

Many thanks to my very good friend, Linda Catron, who offered a cheering section, the solitude of her Tahoe retreat, and the companionship of her beloved dog, Baby.

For their valuable suggestions I thank my friends, Adrianna, Christopher, Linda, Marilyn, Phyllis, Ross, Sharon, and Teresa. And especially I thank my family for their loving support.

Enter In

I want to leave you

to your own unhappiness,

fat lip, cantankerous,

canker sore rage.

I want to leave you

to your Archie Bunker ways,

your kingdom of complaint:

You didn’t. You don’t. You won’t.

I want to leave you,

but I always enter in.

And when I look in the mirror,

someone has taken my place—

someone duller, stupider,

fatter with shiftless,

dead-pan eyes.

—Melissa McIntosh Brown

Introduction

“You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“You’re too sensitive.”

“If you leave me I’ll tell the courts what a bad parent you are. I’ll take the kids from you.”

“No one else will ever want you.”

These and similar phrases flow from the mouths of those who try to control people. Such instances of verbal abuse and threats are sometimes followed by acts of violence. The following story is an example of such behavior, and of a controlling relationship.

In the mid-nineties I received a letter from a woman describing her refusal to succumb to her husband’s attempts to control her. The woman’s letter described how her spouse, whose behavior often frightened her, had grabbed the book she was reading, torn it into pieces, and dumped all of it in the trash.

I was appalled to read this. A book, for heaven’s sake! But, as I read further, I was touched by this woman’s courage: “I went out to the trash and gathered up every piece, then I sat at the kitchen table and carefully glued every piece together.”

Six years later I was signing books when a woman came forward from the line, handed me her book all glued and taped together and said, “This is the book I wrote you about.”

If you have ever wondered why some people try to control others, or why one particular person tries to control you, or why someone tries to control a whole group of people, or even if you find yourself wanting to control others, this book is for you.

You are not alone in your desire to understand the problem of control. Thousands of people have asked me, “Why would anyone act ‘like that’?” They describe the way they’ve been treated, and they wonder what compels one to try to control others. “Why don’t most people who try to control others see that they’re being oppressive? Are they under a spell or what?” they ask.

Many people have also asked why they can’t seem to stop attempting to control others, even when these destructive behaviors are driving their loved ones away. They often say that something seems to “come over” them and things “go wrong.” At times, they are so unaware of their behavior and its impact that they don’t realize that anything has gone wrong until it’s too late—a loved one has left or violence has erupted.

If some people don’t recognize their own attempts to control others, could they actually be under a spell? Does a spell explain oppressive and controlling acts toward not only individuals but also groups and even countries? If there is such a spell, what is it? Is there some compelling force behind it?

This book is a quest to find answers to these questions. It will take us on a journey of exploration through a maze of senseless behaviors woven into our world. By the end of our journey we’ll be in a new place with a new perspective on the problem of control. And the journey itself may very well be spell-breaking.

Part I

I

n Part I we will examine the problem of control and how, even without intending to, some people may attempt to control us. We will begin to see how a “spell” seems to come over them and, for the first time, we’ll understand just why some people indulge in oppressive behavior. We will explore the nature of the spell, and we will learn why people who attempt to control us often don’t realize how destructive they are. We will also meet a Spellbreaker—a person capable of breaking the spell—and we will find out how any one of us can become, or may already be, a Spellbreaker.

Chapter I

Sense and Nonsense

Ignorance does not
justify oppression. It
only makes it possible.

H

ave you ever been puzzled or disturbed by the behavior of a family member, friend, or coworker and found yourself wondering, “What’s going on? Why is he acting like that?” Or, “She doesn’t understand what I’m saying no matter how I say it.” Or, “He tells me I’m being____, but I’m not. It doesn’t make sense.”

May stepped into the company conference room. Her mind was on a thousand details. She was distracted because she was handling one of several small crises common to a small new business.

“Surprise!” her employees shouted.

“Happy Birthday!” resounded through the room.

“Oh, my gosh! I completely forgot it was my birthday!” May was surprised and thrilled.

“Oh, May, you did not forget your birthday,” said Dee.

“Yes, I did,” May replied.

“Come on, you remembered. You knew we’d have a party for you,” said Dee, insistently.

“No, honestly,” said May.

“You knew we’d have cake and you were just waiting for it. We know you were,” Dee said snidely.

“Not at all,” said May.

“Oh, come on, out with it. You’re just pretending like you’re surprised,” said Dee.

“Let’s not argue, let’s have the party,” someone said.

While everyone’s attention turned to the cake, May felt frustrated and uneasy.

Why did things like this happen with Dee? It all seems so crazy, May thought. Why did Dee act like that?

May just didn’t know. And it didn’t seem like anyone else in the room did either.

No one wants to spend party time watching an argument, she thought. But, she also thought, it wasn’t an argument.

She had felt assaulted and forced to defend herself. Everyone else felt uncomfortable. She was getting depressed on her birthday.

The whole incident reminded her of other similar ones. “Let it roll off your back,” people said.

Forgetting one’s birthday may seem strange, but the point is that Dee was unable to hear May, she was unable to understand what May was trying to tell her, and that is the behavior of a person who tries to control you.

What is going on? If you have pondered similar incidents in your own life, you have already seen some important pieces of this puzzle. Not only have you brought them into view, but also you’ve properly identified them as “nonsensical.” These incidents don’t make sense to most people.

In a certain way, the person you encountered couldn’t hear you, understand you, or know you, no matter how long he or she had known you, and no matter what you told them about yourself. The person who has defined your experience seems to have failed to grasp that you are a person with your own reality.

When people encounter controlling behavior, they often feel “erased,” as if, to the perpetrator, they don’t exist. In relationships, particularly, this kind of behavior sets the stage for all kinds of abuse. Trying to maintain this kind of relationship leaves one exhausted and subject to intense mental anguish and emotional pain, not to mention the possibility of physical battering.

Not hearing, understanding, or wanting to understand the “other” is behavior central not only to many of our everyday problems, but also to the violence that affects people’s lives in every part of the world, every second of every day. Acts against others—whether cold and subtle, such as a contemptuous glance, or hot and explosive, such as a burst of rage—are, paradoxically, both senseless and understandable. And they are also attempts to control.

I invite you to unravel the mystery with me, to make sense out of the nonsense, to discover just what is going on. I think the reason we haven’t yet found out just why people try to control others is because senselessness has become so familiar that it seems to be “just the way it is.”

This book presents a specific view that, like a lens, sorts out our experiences so that they can be seen clearly, so that everything can be taken into account. I will make this lens as clear as possible, having faith that others will polish it with new insights and new applications.

As we look through the lens, we will see that those who are most harmful to us, even dangerous to us, feel a need to exert control over us. But recognizing oppressive behavior does not in itself solve the problem. To be effective we must ask and answer the question, “From whence does this need come?”

We will find that, even though childhood upbringing, cultural mores, economic injustices, and erroneous beliefs can all be major influences in perpetuating oppressive and controlling behaviors, they don’t fully explain them. Something else does. But what? The answer is hidden in the shadows of ignorance and it is in many ways astonishing. The need to control is driven by a force so compelling that it is almost as if we are under its spell.

Difficulties revolve around our non recognition of this compelling force, a current so deep, so constant, and so unchanging that it is tantamount to evolution itself. It has had a continually increasing impact upon humanity, begging to be recognized, but it has not yet been attended to—indeed, it has only begun to be noticed. When we remain unaware of it, our people-problems gain momentum.

To understand this compelling force, we will explore its influence in our daily lives. Once we see its effects, we will know what it is and whether we can align with it rather than ignore or oppose it. If we are aligned with the force, life gets better. If we oppose it, life in general becomes more chaotic.

I invite you to join me in this journey of exploration. But be forewarned. We will meet some strange paradoxes along the way. Our journey will forge a path through a maze of illusory actions woven into our world. If you do join me, I am confident that we will not only come to know the compelling force behind oppressive and controlling behaviors but also come to understand how this very same force, if recognized and understood, compels just the opposite—behaviors that support our individual lives on planet Earth.

Finally, after identifying the compelling force and its effects—both negative and potentially positive—we will see how best to align with it in order to avoid the negative consequences of moving against it.

Are you ready to take this step? It means that we will cross a threshold together, taking what we discover through time well into the third millennium.

Chapter II

The Problem

A difficult problem is a master
teacher. If you miss one tiny part
of the solution early on, it can call
you to task at any moment.

—“Nan”

T

housands of people have shared with me the intimate details of their attempts to free themselves from the influence of people who tried to control them. Others have shared their attempts to stop exerting controlling tactics against others. In those instances in which the “Controllers” became truly conscious of their behavior, they were shocked at what they discovered about themselves. They were horrified.

The wise words at the beginning of this chapter were spoken by a woman I’ll call “Nan,” a happily married career professional, a mother, and a grandmother. But Nan didn’t always have happiness. At one time her life was in chaos. During that time she spent many courageous years trying to understand “what was wrong.”

While she was growing up, the people who were responsible for her had acted senselessly against her—people who were old enough to know better—people who thought that they were sensible.

They had disparaged her, ridiculed her, and thus defined her. They had oppressed her and attempted to control her. The people who treated her this way were, in fact, her parents. They called her their “little numskull.” They ignored her complaints with accusations: “Don’t you talk back to me,” “You think you’re better than the rest of us.” Most of the time, Nan felt sad, inadequate, and confused, but she wasn’t sure why.

At nineteen, she met a charming and intelligent man, but upon marrying him, he changed drastically. In fact, instead of charming her as he had when courting her, he put her down, called her vile names, and yelled at her so much that she became traumatized and sick. She felt that if she stayed she would die from pain, but she didn’t know what to do, because she was accused of causing it all. She didn’t see herself as wise, nor did she know where to look for a solution. This, of course, made her task, to make sense of nonsense, extraordinarily difficult.

In time, she found some answers. She saw the nonsense for what it was. She had been surrounded by people who acted senselessly and who had attempted to control her. Her realization enabled her to leave her abuser and her past behind her, and to create order out of the chaos. Still she was perplexed. Why had senselessness run rampant through her life?

Families fall apart, people fight depression, or escape emotional pain with drugs. Whole industries are built around raising self-esteem and developing positive thinking. Therapies are developed to help us to gain a positive self-concept and products are sold to lighten our moods. But the problem itself— people trying to control people—is not solved.

The senselessness that ran rampant through Nan’s life creates chaos in the lives of millions of people. This chaos calls us to task. It is like the clamor of an insatiable beast almost at our doorstep. What is it all about? What compels it? What are we supposed to learn? Do we have a clear perspective?

In personal relationships, many people have experienced inexplicable acts against them that are covert or overt attempts to control them. But even when they recognize this behavior for what it is, they thirst to understand. Why would someone want to control me? Why can’t he or she see that their behavior is destroying our relationship? Do they know what they’re doing?

A medical doctor told me the following:

My father isn’t well. He’s in his eighties, has a number of complications, and a bad prognosis. So with my sisters, their families, and my children, we all went to see him.

While we were gathered at his bedside, he reminisced about his childhood and how terrible it was for him. He shuddered at the memory of criticism and angry outbursts. As he talked we learned that his own father had been really great with people and well liked by friends but, paradoxically, cruel at home. He took my breath away—that he could tell that story and not know that he treats us exactly the same way. It was incomprehensible. No matter how we have tried to tell him, he just doesn’t get it! It makes no sense!

The doctor’s father seemed so unaware. His behavior seemed to make no sense. Thinking of the world and the problems in it, I realized that many people have said almost the same thing.

Is it human fate that we should live in a world where people are as unaware as the doctor’s father was? Is it preordained— as if some people, in keeping with a god’s joke, were born to build “bad karma,” while others were born to suffer its effects?

Since we’ve arrived without directions, albeit holy books abound, we make our map as we go. “Don’t take that route,” one person warns another. “Look what happened to me.”

At the same time we see that some people, even those committed to treating others as they would be treated, paradoxically do just the opposite. Who can forget the sad epic of the nineties, a man who battered his wife, cursed and humiliated her in public, saying, “I treat people the way I want to be treated.”

People who have indulged in controlling behaviors are often stunned when they realize what they’ve done. I have heard many people, from many different parts of the country, all say the same thing: “I am a horrible person.” Some, literally unable to stomach the knowledge of their own behaviors, threw up. But even these found it exceedingly difficult to change, no matter how much they wanted to.

Of course none was a “horrible person.” They simply felt horrible. Unlike the doctor’s father, they had awakened. Prior to this awakening they had been oblivious to their own behavior and to its effects. What compelling force has gripped them and seems even to have gripped the world?

I don’t believe that destruction and violence are the outcome of bad karma, joking gods, or jealous ones. Nor are they just human nature. I do believe that there is a perspective that we haven’t yet seen, one that makes sense of oppressive behaviors designed to control others and explains why, in a great many cases, people are blind to the havoc they wreak. This book presents this unique perspective. It reveals just what compels people to control others, and why people who attempt to control others act as if they are under a spell.

In talking with people caught up in oppressive behaviors in everyday situations, I’ve found that while often their anguish and guilt were notable, their frustration and confusion over giving up their wayward ways were even more striking. A client sent me the following description of how he tried to control his partner by sometimes acting as if she didn’t exist and at other times acting as if her very being was wrong:

No one witnessed it because I was nice and kind to our friends. But when no one was around I got very irrational and angry. Knowing how I acted, that I sounded crazy. I wanted to understand myself. I was always willing to get help for any problem in our relationship, but I never knew what the problem was. I feel terrible that I did these things. This is what I recall at the moment though I’m sure there were lots more.

I gave her the silent treatment and left her to feel alone and isolated.

I would act cold and aloof and then, when she asked what was wrong, I would act very cold and say, “There’s nothing wrong.”

Sometimes I’d just drive off and not tell her when she looked forward to an evening at home.

I cut down her friends.

If she asked me a question I’d get angry.

I started telling her she was abnormal.

I told her I was a lot better off before I married her.

I told her she didn’t know what she was doing.

When I realized what I’d done, I cried a lot. I want to understand.

I recall another man’s anguished plea. He had recently realized that he was hurting the people he wanted to love. “Why can’t I take it ten minutes down the road? I just don’t understand why I don’t, when I’m determined that I will.” “It” was his supportive and equitable treatment of his employees, and “ten minutes down the road” was his wife and family. In other words, he treated people rationally and respectfully at work, and couldn’t understand why he couldn’t do the same at home. He’d “seen” himself some time before we talked. He’d struggled with what he’d seen yet felt nothing but frustration, confusion, and desperation. His intentions to be supportive and equitable at home, while laudable, just didn’t seem to be enough. During his commute from work he’d lecture himself. He’d be appreciative, polite, or at least businesslike, he told himself. But he wasn’t.

Why wasn’t he?

I have heard many similar stories and each was, to me, a newly found puzzle piece. Some stories brought a number of pieces together. Some gave tiny glimpses of the whole at a distance, some enhanced the tone and color, and others revealed mysteries like a child’s picture-puzzle reveals objects hidden in the foliage.

The picture is now complete. The smallest pieces fit. Nothing, I hope, is overlooked. I present this picture to you with the belief that it will be both clear and revealing. It needs to be because it is a map of the problem.

If we can describe and name the problem, I believe that we will then see its solution. If the picture is very clear, the solution will be most evident. For instance, if the “problem” were a knot in a tangled cord and you could see and describe it clearly, “The cord goes up here, around here, down there, is looped back and across this,” you would see the solution to the problem. You would know how to untie it. Similarly, we will explore this problem so that the solution is clear. The problem concerns why people act against people, oppressing them in attempts to control them.

It is important that we look directly at the problem and that we not get sidetracked. Some people, taking their cue from the perpetrators of oppressive behaviors, look in the opposite direction from where the problem lies. Influenced by the perpetrators, these people, in a backwards way, explain violence and abuse as caused by the victim—something a person was “asking for” or “at least partially responsible for,” or “should have seen coming,” or “created,” or “deserved,” or “wanted.” Or they explain oppression as being the work of something bodiless, something beyond the world, beyond time and space altogether, something done by the personification of evil itself. The devil. Badness itself made it happen. But making up a “devil” to serve as a handy scapegoat would divert us from our search.

No doubt, most of us have at some time been mistreated by others or have unwittingly mistreated someone else. Apologies and forgiveness acknowledge our human failings. But some people who mistreat us declare that they’ve done nothing wrong, or were driven to it (by us), or had good intentions, so we’ve nothing to complain about. These people just don’t view the wrongs that they do as wrong. Even the perpetrators of the most extreme acts against others often do not feel that they’ve done anything wrong.

For instance, the media reported that a letter prosecutors said was written by Timothy McVeigh, dated February 10, 1995, stated “I might as well do some good when I can be 100 [percent] effective.” McVeigh was found guilty of the Oklahoma City bombing, an attack that shocked the world. It took place April 19, 1995, just a little more than two months after he’d written the letter.

The bombing was described as the bloodiest terrorist attack to take place on American soil. One hundred and sixty-eight people were killed and another 500 were wounded. To do some good?

An even deadlier terrorist attack was launched against America and freedom itself on September 11, 2001. The hijacked-plane bombings of the World Trade Center and the Pentagon stunned the world and cost more than 6,000 lives. Scholars tell us that the terrorists were “religious” extremists who believed that their horrifying acts against the innocent were mandated by God.

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